The Beat That Stole My Heart

A Personal Narrative by Giuditta Paci. February 2nd, 2013. The Beat That take My Heart It seems corresponding some things bemuse never happened to me or I am an alien from some other distant planet. Human existences confusion me, make me cry, make me laugh and make me happy. That Saturday night, my alien being went erupt the house in desperate search of meaningful paths, beautiful smiles, the sounds of euphony and something that would make my heart beat just a little faster.Summer was more or less over and I was thinking active how unnamed was the world and how could I possibly find someone to share some interesting discourse and a comfortably dance onward the warm and hazy pass nights will turn in to cold and lonely winter nights. It is not that I was broken hearted by the estimate that my patience has succeed to its end, and that I whitethorn have to spend the last few weeks of summer question about a possible date that will never happen. I looked at the vast starr y night-sky and continued to walked towards the Bar. I sat there thinking about how I wanted to be another person.I longed for fundamental interaction with the opposite sex. Eventually, I realized what my main problem was. I matte that I could not overcome all the love obstacles that life had do me face in the past. I recalled e verything I have read in books about love as well as everything that I have experienced myself. In the books everything seemed to be much smoother and easier. My main thought was how people can possibly spend their only life together and stay in love? specially after ending a ten year marriage only three months ago, and experiencing the big discomposure that love does not last forever.The music started and do me feel tied(p) off more stupid standing alone at the bar, listening to songs about love and relationships, without anyone here with me to dance or have a meaningful conversation with. I was ready to leave and call it a night. I decided to wal k outside to breath some air before departing. The summer wind woke me up from my dream and I took a loggerheaded breath and looked around. Suddenly I saw this attractive male. He was move towards me As there was no one else outside, everyone was inside(a) dancing and having a good time or so I thought.He definitely caught my attention. As he was getting closer I matt-up a strange sensation in my stomach I was nervous and didnt consider why. I had never seen this person before and yet I mat this strange connection. He came up to me and said, Hi Are you enjoying the music? I replied Well, to be honest with you I wasnt really paying attention. I was getting ready to leave. This do him laugh for some reason. I matte up a bit irritated as if he had broken my sensation with nature and disturbed my thoughts with his presence and questions.All the sudden I took a good look at him. I hadnt really before. He was relatively tall, dark hair, and deep blue eyes. His smile reminded me of those toothpaste TV commercials. A perfect smile. He had this smooth but primal Aura to him that made him very attractive and sexy. I could not clearly identify the age, but he looked like he was around 30-36 years old. He seemed so placid and yet so full of life and adventure, he was definitely in harmony with himself He had an edgy style. He was dressed appropriately for this emblem of event. He looked very much like a rock star. Which made me even more curious about him, Part of me has always being attracted to that kind of look At that point I wanted to hunch over who he was and where did he come from? I didnt do a great job with that. Anyhow, this is how the rest of our conversation went. Me, I think I should go home. Its the aforesaid(prenominal) thing here every Saturday. I love being around people, but its always the same people. Him, Well I guess you are right in a way Although tonight is different at least the music is You should come inside and check out the ban d. You may just change your mind. He looked at me, smiled, and made the gesture to follow him inside. I agreed to go with him to check out this Band. I thought about how kind of him to involve me in, at that moment I realized that we hadnt exchanged name yet. I was now following a complete stranger without even knowing their name. Thats smart I thought Once inside the venue, he went straight on to the stage and sat in face of the drum set. I was shocked. He was the drummer of the band. I have to be honest, I was a little embarrassed with the way I had acted when we were outside.At this point vigour mattered anymore. The music started playing, and I immediately got captivated by their sounds. My mood had only shifted from a depressed moody bitch to completely happy young lady Now I was dancing to his beat. My body was moving along with this titillating and Alternative sound. I remember this energy rising thru my spine that made feel alive and aroused. In my mind he was playi ng for me, or at least thats what It felt like to me. A tally of times I directed my gaze at him. He was so amazingly handsome and talented. I can honestly say I could see his individual.He was in a trance like state, just like Shamans when they chant or drum in ceremonies for people who are flavor for a way to heal their souls. Now, I was now one of those souls. My soul was not only getting healed but my heart was go in love. It was not only the music or the way he pulsated on the drums. There was a connection that I had never felt before. I could not understand at that very moment what was misadventure to me. That night I knew it was going to be the beginning of a whole new chapter in my life. Maybe after all Those winter nights may not be as cold and long as I thought they would be.